help me~

it happened unexpectedly
it ended suddenly
decision has been made
why am i still keep finding excuses
to forgive you
and to forgive myself

every single second my mind is free
you will come in
and disturb
is it your wrong?
or am i ask for trouble?

as she said:
there're also people who act like happy
yes,im!
i am now

finally i feel tired

and flared up


once again
i decide..

give it away




next monday
i will be seventeen years old
i do very hope
i can get rid of this problem
forever...

my friends,im in need of your help..